Life's Lovestories

No Good People!

2009-02-17T22:16:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we get to be with people who we don’t like. We are left with no choice but to be with them since you work together for the same goal. You get pissed off most of the time because even if you’re trying to please them, they still aren’t contented.

I’m a person who has high pride when confronted with my family, but no pride when it comes to people outside the circle of my folks. I just don’t like the thought of having conflicts with the people I work with. Even if I’m hurt because their actions, I would rather keep it to myself and pretend that I’m okay and forget it.

I do commit mistakes most of the time, but I accept them and I always do apologize for it just to make things okay so things wouldn't come to worse. Sometimes I really do get pissed off; all I would do is cry because of so much anger inside and keep quiet. But these people? They get abusive. Just because they know that I don’t talk much and always apologize, they dare to get angry so bad that they tell everyone they could kill. Maybe that’s the ways they are. But, maybe it’s just so unfair. I go down to the level wherein I try to make things okay and lower my pride just to keep it clean. And they don’t. Sometimes it does hurt a lot, I get bothered, scared and worried. Specially when it comes dealing with people you have debts with. They make you feel that you become their posession just because you owe them. Sometimes you would rather find ways to pay them back so that you won’t have to deal with their stupid punch lines that pisses you and irritates you so much.

I want to try a new life, where in I could achieve together with the people I work with. Not stuck with some institution who they think they’ve given their best for their people but actually did not.

Teenage Pregnancy

2009-02-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes teenagers who gets pregnant becomes confused if it is a gift? test? challenge? Or just purely bad luck? A big number of the total female population gets impregnated at an early age and most of them get their babies aborted. Teenagers become confused of doing the right thing because of shame and being afraid of what is ahead of them. So, they settle with decisions not rightfully good the whole situation. Nevertheless, we also have to look into the situation and emotions of these impregnated teenagers. There are things that we don’t know that leads them to decisions they don’t even like to do. There also may be “behind the scene” situations that are enough for them to decide so unjustly. We have to respect their emotions as well, for these emotions are important for their growing fetus to survive. Whatever they might decide on, the decision and their conscience will put a just to whatever they settle on.

Bad Karma

2009-02-02T14:05:00.000-08:00

Guess I'm the type of person who's reckless.. and oh so careless!! and guess what?! I broke something in the kitchen ware department in SM. i was trying to look for a cooking pan for my dad. Well, I really saw one and it was beneath a pan that was way too big than what my dad wanted. so i got the item on top of that big pan with my left hand and took the one I like in the other and unfortunately the lid of the pan on my left hand flew off! What the heck... So I was even so proud and just said.. "Okay, ill just pay for it." My dad was flaming hot and staring at me like he wanted to kill me. To my surprise, the sales lady came up and said that it was a set of six cooking pans! It cost four times more expensive than i expected! So my dad had no choice but to pay for it. They got a new set of the same kind of product and just exchanged the pan that I broke for the same pan that was in the new set.The displayed item was not complete again. I hated the manager because she was so rude even if i already paid for the whole set.

Well anyway, talking about the bad karma?

As I mentioned earlier, it was a set of 6 pieces of cooking pans and when I got home and opened it, I GOT SEVEN! The stupid manager did not even replace the piece of the item I broke but she just added it into the new set.

Seven wares for a price of six. So who's stupid now?
I Guess there paying for it after all...

Angels from Heaven

2009-01-31T15:29:00.000-08:00

Children are the little bundles of happiness that the Creator has given us. Angels that were sent down from heaven just to bring smiles into our faces. My children has been everything I am right now, they were the ones who taught me how to become a mother myself. I couldn’t have been this great if not for them, their actions and needs have provided me with the motherly care that I should endow with.

As they were introduced from heaven, seeing them for the first time became an event I wouldn’t want to end. Watching them grow, and getting to know them means the world to me. Each laugh, each cry and each step of the way is a day of knowing the little ones more and more.

Every smile, laugh, and giggle, my heart just pops out and I couldn’t resist myself from smiling, laughing or giggling as well. Its just to nice seeing their lovely smiles and know that they’re happy.
Nothing in this world could replace the joy that children bring. Their presence are irreplacable and incomparable. Truly, they are angels sent down from heaven.

Little Bundles of Joy

2009-01-28T22:09:00.002-08:00

Little Bundles of Joy

Have you ever heard of Storks? and what they do in bedtime stories and fairy tales?

They say that storks deliver our bundles of joy into each loving arms that has prayed deeply for a baby. They were described as the giver and they bring down our little ones along in a white cloth strapped around their big and long beaks flying and seeking for the rightful arms. Parents would wait along their windows for storks to come and if deserved, the storks would drop off the baby falling down on a parachute. Wow it must have been great flying.

Funny how it sounds like but this is how children would understand how they were brought here. Maybe a few of us would have the same belief when we were young.

The Feast of Sto. Niño

2009-01-21T20:18:00.000-08:00

Every year, I allot the 15th of January and make it a point that I be able to come to the feast of Sto. Niño in Shrine Hills Matina Davao City. It may be surprising for some that one could actually spend time singing and dancing before the Miraculous Sto Niño, but I believe that with this, one can truly favor the escence of faith and love to the dear patron. I believe that this singing and dancing before Him makes Him happy, I do see the smile on His face every time we enjoy every beat of the music as it plays. And in return for the sins that we have committed, and for His continued forgiveness, the singing and dancing is nothing compared to the hurtful things we have done towards the dear patron and including others.

In my years of worship and unfading faith toward Him, never did he abandon me. As he said "THE MORE YOU HONOR ME, THE MORE I WILL BLESS YOU". These words had kept a vow to every devotee there is, and every 15 of january, all His devotees would take a part of their time just to see and visit the dear patron.

Love I Found

2009-01-20T16:23:00.000-08:00

I loved, I seeked, I've found... for the one happiness I've been longing for in the longest time. Many had cried, many had weeped before me and asked for my hand in marriage but I choose not to for the right one has yet to come. Now that I have found, I loved unendingly without fear and limitations.

victoria.com

2009-01-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

i live
i smile
i grin
i laugh
i giggle
i chuckle
but
then...
i also cry
i sob
i weep
i whimper
i shed tears
i make mistakes
i make promises i don't do
i get mad
i get angry
i fear
i disgust
I hate

but...
i love
and i will stay
no matter what it takes

THE NEXT BEST THING TO LIFE...
IS HAVING THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD... MY FAMILY

Hurt

2009-01-12T19:53:00.000-08:00

There are things in my life that i wished it never happened... At a certin point, I almost gave it all up, and be dwelt in anger, fear, rage and hatre. i felt that everything's out of control and i was slowly falling apart... apart from reality and apart from where i stand..

The pain was aggravating through the days. Cold and fearful of tomorrow. I wished it ended with just a blink of the eye that one day upon waking, it's all gone...

but one after the other, another hurtful moment came, even ore excrutiating that before. More pain i felt, more dreadful it became...

At that instance, i was surely decided to quit. But quit? It's easy to spell out but difficult in making into reality. This is not the same as before. I realized that even though how painful it felt, some things are not just worth forgetting.

Im tired of all these mess.. Tired of facing all worthless sacrifices. I've sacrificed a billion for a purpose of whom I thought could bring happiness intothe world I built into, but to the trash it went.

Now... I have to start rebuilding myself for courage and strength because i know I have to start again from where I started on before.

To begin with...

TRUST...

New Year's Resolution

2009-01-10T16:06:00.000-08:00

As a fruitful year starts, I want to forget all the terrible things that happened to my life during the previous year, to erase all the pains I've felt and forgive all the people who have hurt me and caused me so much pain. To the people whom have destroyed my family and nevertheless whom are whom are happy seeing me in despair and deceitfulness. I surrender tham all to the Lord, who owns the world and everything in it. May all the chaste seize and bring forthe happiness and success in my life ncluding my family's. Let love wilder in the hearts on my enemies and to the ones I love so deeply. May peace and serenity be in at all cause. Let love rule all around us.